Sometime I watch my friends eat and I imagine that its me eating. And sometimes my body actually falls for it. How did I get so messed up?
60099) I come too not believe food labels. I think that even food companies are packaging there foods with lower calorie counts then they actually have in them. I don’t trust any food any more. What has come of me?
60098) I was a normal kid who never thought it would be them. Who loved herself. Look where I am now. On the first page of this blog understanding exactly what every confessions is about. This should have been a website I used for a research paper reference, not for recreational reading like it’s a fucking romance novel.
Gonna be posting about people who mean the world to me today. It is my goal to get at least a paragraph for each of my friends. Majority will never see it because they don’t even know my blog exists. But I have to get these words out somewhere.
60095) I’ve turned into a jealous, angry, miserable, mean person and this is so far from how I want to be it has made me hate myself so much more. I feel inferior to everyone, no matter their body, and I feel I shouldn’t even be allowed to be alive at this weight. I want to die so badly, but even more I just want to keep starving and shrinking and punishing myself for breathing.
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